Life goes on

Every single day

as I hear this song

Don't bound anyone

I think this is an important message

Myself, 'precious' and ferrytalish sitting on a bench

thinking again

Posting a letter in my head

written full of words

on the otherhand I can't read the words

it is too difficult to say write or even sing

Caught up with a motion of going on

there she is again

am I the only one here

Am I the only one with irreleasable dreams

this room is full

paperwork stacked up

leading to somewhere

it's all or nothing

going away again

..

Wow this might be my fastest poem, it took me less than two minutes, just type it out
I turned one of my last poems into a song now, just sit again and sing it out. to me it turned out just fine, maybe later this year I'll post some of my video recordings here.

Everything is fading

Ahead of the rest

behind on track

It's like the most beautiful song you ever heard times 33

When you turn up your radio

thinking back of what was

Or could be

Trying to change the past

Is easier than thinking of the insecure future

it's so beautiful

This song dining in my head

Light it up

If you just could see

I wish I could sometimes

it's so beautiful

Ahead of the rest
behind on track

..

Waking up

A busy street

seems unfamiliar

Cars go up and down

Red neon on the streets

Where am I

It takes a while before I finally recognize

I'm in my bed

Enschede 6 'o clock in the morning

No work today

..

Thick clouds

I feel like floating

'nothing is gonna hold me back'

What if I could just reach out

touch and be there for one

something is shining

shining like gold

beautiful

and frightening

It is love and fear at the same time

it feels like being struck by lightning

whatever that feels like

It is love and fear at the same time

Love and fear at the same time

Leave and let go

Take rest and trust

There is such as destiny

Leave and let go

..

My head is full

Break away on the radio

scream it out

My head is full

..